Ramblings Post #104
I wish I could stop thinking. Stop dreaming, stop imaging, just stop coming with ideas and notions, concepts. I wish I could just stop and live in the moment, in the now. No memory of what was, of hurt and longing, no hope for the future. I just want now. And even now ain't all that grand.
Sometimes I just don't know. I just don't. Today is a day when I just wish it would all stop. I wish I could just leave and not come back. Give up the job, the house, my friends, school and just be someplace, somebody else. Today is not a good Saturday.