They say God doesn't give you more than you can handle. I really hope that's true.
I really wish I could just want things. Things are simple. You work for them, save, plan and you get them. I really wish I could be happy having things. My life would be simple with things.
But my happiness depends on other people. I need relationships and experiences. And other people always seem to have other plans.
I really just want to go home, to my mother's house, go to sleep and wake up and be five years old. 1974. I really really wish I could. I'm not feeling very well. I don't want to play anymore.
Barkeep...I'm just gonna sit here for a while.